why.

I’ve decided that God had a plan for us. I don’t know what it is but I know there has to be reason behind this connection. The universe pulls me to you through thick and thin. I’ve tried to stop so many times. Even when I’m with you, I know it’s not right. It’s not love. It’s not healthy. But I can’t get rid of this feeling. I’ve spent a huge chunk of my life trying to make you love me. From the day I saw you till this very moment. But I don’t want to anymore. I need someone else. Someone better. You will never be the one for me. Never. I just need to find out why I feel this way. What is the purpose.